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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2006|10:41 pm]
Right now, i am the ultimate loser.
I'm sat at home, covered in my illness, pouring my heart out to russell bowman.
Let's hope its not all downhill from here
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(no subject) [Jan. 13th, 2006|05:20 pm]
i hate him.
i really really fucking hate him.
i hope i never speak to him again.
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2006|08:32 pm]
today i hate mark. a month after we broke up he told me he'd been with four other girls and now he is moving in with one of them. he keeps casually mentioning them in an attempt to make me jealous. i know this sounds like a jealous rant but its not. im just pissed off.
on the positive side, the end of next month looks like it's gonna be good... goldie lookin chain, kanye west, death cab and jimmy carr. and i have a new phone :)
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2006|07:04 pm]
perusing holiday sites....ibiza in july is about 300 (my pound sign doesn't work), ibiza in may is about 200, average spanish places (costa del sol kinda thing) in july is about 250 and about 150-200 in may. need to decide when and where we're going so we can book soon
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2005|07:32 pm]
new journal... loveyoulikehell ...i've probably added you so add me back :)
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(no subject) [Sep. 14th, 2005|09:50 pm]
Prodigy...Birmingham-Friday 25th November 25 pounds
anyone wanna go, let me know.
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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2005|12:44 pm]
i just did something that really scared me.
am i pleased with the results? yes
end of a chapter...time to move on
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2005|12:03 pm]
not last night but the night before, i dreamt that mark cheated on me, with danielle. and claire banks was there and it was horrible and i woke up and my pillow was soaking wet and i was just crying for like 20 minutes.
god i love him.
according to my scales, i put on 3 stone in about 12 hours. and i spent most of those hours sleeping but ok...whatever.
i'm gonna learn how to read tarot cards and then charge people £30 a reading.
i feel hypocritical. and like a bad person. but we all make mistakes.
last night i dreamt that i took cocaine. and i dreamt the effects of it, even though i have no idea what its like.
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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2005|12:34 pm]
stolen from blue_bunny
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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2005|10:44 am]
i'm getting charlie and the chocolate factory on dvd on thursday and i am tres tres happy.
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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2005|12:31 pm]
one day, in the not too distant future, i suggest a picnic. maybe wollaton park. a picnic where it won't rain, where you'll all turn up and we won't get harrassed by a retard pervert on a bike.
i have a bite on my leg the size of a CD. it's swollen and red and it hurts like hell.
I've said it before and i'll say it again....this summer will be the best summer we've had
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you can't buy happiness, but you can buy ecstacy [Jul. 14th, 2005|01:52 pm]
I am so ill. I haven't left the house since monday, except to go to the doctors.
Tomorrow i have to pretend to sing along to Lou Reed. like a fool.
The £20 that randomly appeared in my bank, which i then spent, has been taken back and im now £15.61 in debt.
im considering cutting/dying/dredding my hair....opinions?
i should be in skegness.
yesterday maisie told me she loved me more than lala. it was the nicest thing she'd ever said
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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2005|01:50 pm]
i have found my next piercing and beth is in the process of designing my tattoo.
i can't wait til i get paid.
does anyone want to buy a credit note off me for Mondo in derby. Atticus/Emily strange/mooch etc. its for £25-ish and theres nothing there that i really want.
my dad is being suprisingly nice and im not sure why but i'll enjoy it while it lasts.
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lightning is the new stars [Jun. 29th, 2005|03:45 pm]
[this is how you make me feel |happyhappy]
[noise for my mind |underworld - born slippy]

last night me and mark stood on risley park for almost a hour watching the storm. i wasn't wearing any socks and my silver shoes have gone blue inside from the water soaking through my jeans and i've got a cold but it was so worth it.
yesterday was a good day.
i spent the majority of psychology sat on the grass with abby and the majority of media making inappropriate comments with jess. i spent lunch with laura, abby and becca eating rank pasta and having daisies put in my hair (which i forgot about until i was in the shower this morning)
on friday im supposed to be going to nottingham for conals bday and to derby with becky but because i'm loser im going to my uncles bday party in the ghetto of nottingham.

On the offchance that you miss me
Don't you know you broke my heart
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2005|12:53 pm]
i am the most mixed up and confused i have been for at least two days.
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you are the lipstickgirl [Jun. 22nd, 2005|12:33 pm]
[noise for my mind |underworld - born slippy]

last night mark cooked me a meal and there were candles and damien rice playing in the background and it was all so perfect.
i think he may have got the day of our anniversary mixed up.
it's so hot. i need to stop wearing my skirt cuz i think i've worn it for the last 3 or 4 days and i look like a hobo.
apparently i'll get loads of overtime in the summer at work because my wages are so low. someone has been stealing from the till and i'm so paranoid that they think it's me cuz im the new kid. my manager got back from cyprus and her forehead is peeling.
i wish crystel would get over herself. everyone else is.
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(no subject) [Jun. 20th, 2005|12:22 pm]
[this is how you make me feel |happyhappy]
[noise for my mind |le tigre- my my metrocard]

it's now 12:20
i woke up at 7:30 to go into college for a one hour key skills lesson. the plan was to do some photography with becca afterwards but she stood me up and the weather was too nice to stay there.
i'm gonna do an alice in wonderland type thing for my next project so i'd like you all to be in it. i need an alice, a white rabbit, a mad hatter, a cheshire cat, a queen of hearts and a caterpillar complete with bong.
kev babe is gonna be in mine and beccas music video!
does anyone know where i can get my phone unlocked?
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Don't Call Me Bud [Jun. 13th, 2005|02:31 pm]
I'm listening to the beatles and im so happy. despite it being cold and my feet being purple.
It is now 13 days until our anniversary.
And then something comes along to mess it all up.
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(no subject) [Jun. 9th, 2005|10:29 pm]
Happy Thursday!
I'm in such a good mood.
Went to my first exam thinking i had about 3 hours to revise for the next one but no. so i failed. but its ok. I bought the lemar CD today. not for myself.
I LOVELOVELOVE my new skirt. And i love that its so warm. I love not having college tomorrow.
Dreads? Yay or Nay?
i love DipDabs
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the most gigantic lying mouth [Jun. 6th, 2005|10:48 pm]
[noise for my mind |hole-mrs jones]

parents are arguing. i can only hear my dads side of the argument and it mostly consists of "beat-shit-out-of-him"

i need to stop smoking weed. i say it so much but i really do. i can feel my brain mushing up inside my head. im going backwards and becoming retarded.

tomorrow i'm going to tidy my room and start all over again.

im going to volunteer at the oxfam vintage clothing store.

i'm going to stop eating shit and start getting up before 11am.

i'm going to get dressed within an hour of getting up rather than sitting around for hours.

i'll be there for you whenever you need me

*20 days*
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