||[Jul. 22nd, 2005|12:03 pm]
not last night but the night before, i dreamt that mark cheated on me, with danielle. and claire banks was there and it was horrible and i woke up and my pillow was soaking wet and i was just crying for like 20 minutes.|
god i love him.
according to my scales, i put on 3 stone in about 12 hours. and i spent most of those hours sleeping but ok...whatever.
i'm gonna learn how to read tarot cards and then charge people £30 a reading.
i feel hypocritical. and like a bad person. but we all make mistakes.
last night i dreamt that i took cocaine. and i dreamt the effects of it, even though i have no idea what its like.